FEI:
As you wish.
HYE:
You disgust me.
FEI:
H-Hye
HYE:
Don't look at me…Don't talk to me…Don't think of me…Don't fall for me…The next
time you do any of that, I'll stab you through your heart and lick away all your
blood. I hate calling you an AzN. You give us a bad name, you bisexual. That's what I thought, bastard. Anything you thought that we "had"
is gone. Over. It never even existed. Hn.
How worthless.
FEI:
Hye…but you said…you loved me.
HYE:
Hm…I did, didn't I? Love...love’s not real...but perhaps you don’t
understand. Will you understand
it--through love’s death? Well?
FEI:
L-love’s death?
HYE:
It’s amazing what you can learn from death.
Good night Fei...you waited too long for me.
*GoThIc
AzN mAfIa*
STUDENT A: That’s Hye Song. The towns’ still in shock after they found out about what he did
at the beginning of summer.
STUDENT
B: Why? What happened?
STUDENT
A: He did something bad--really
bad. In this town, people either lead,
or follow. The AzN mafia led by Hye Song, and Goths originally led by someone
called “Death’s love.” The two groups have had a lasting hatred for some reason
only they know. But Hye and “Death’s Love” had begun to spend a slight amount
of time together, so we all thought that was the end of the rivalry, but we
were wrong; “Death’s Love” was found dead with a white ribbon and cross around
his neck. There was a large amount of poison found in his body. No one has the
guts to say that it’s done by Hye, so to everyone, it was just a car crash.
HYE:
Kei, who’s the new kid?
KEI:
According to the files, his name is Min Woo.
Age 15. Moved from California in
July of this year. Now lives with his
parents and a twin brother who goes to the school down the road.
HYE:
The genius boys’ school?
KEI:
Yes.
HYE:
Where am I?
BLONDIE:
Hye...We finally meet again, my love. I
missed you all these years. But, you’ve
finally managed to come back to me, Hye.
HYE:
There’s so much pain. Do I know you?
BLONDIE:
Have you forgotten already? Why do you
need to know so badly, my love?
HYE:
Stop…it hurts. There's pain all over my
body. Why is it there? Who are you...I hate you...
BLONDIE:
You'll find out. I promise you. You WILL find out...But as much as you hate
me, I love you. Your body...is mine...
(kiss)
HYE:
Why am I here?
BLONDIE:
Look.
HYE: It’s a mirror...but that’s not me.
BLONDIE:
Of course it is. See? No matter how long he stares back at you,
you can’t prove to me that you two are different. Just a soulless shard of glass, and a reflection of it. Which one is the real one?
HYE: Do you really need to ask? I am...
BLONDIE:
How can you be so sure?
HYE:
...He......cries...
BLONDIE:
...And your face shows those same emotions...
(grab)
HYE: Hey
asshole! Watch it! What the hell are you thinking? Running into me like that! And get your hand away from there! Don't touch me!
ERI
(full manic episode right now.): Oh-sorry about that! I'm new around here.
HYE:
You…?
ERI:
Are you OK? I’m really sorry, I didn't realize-
HYE:
Didn't realize my ass!
HYE:
You look familiar…have I-met you before?
HYE:
H-Hye. Hye Song.
ERI:
I'm sorry about before. I'm just not
used to walking into a new school.
Everything's just so different, and the faces all look alike…but too
different. I don't know…it's probably
just me.
HYE:
...Oh......
ERI:
Uhm...It says that my first period is uh...
HYE:
History. You're in my class.
ERI:
What do you say we skip class and do something naughty?
HYE: Something naughty? With you? Yea, right.
ERI:
Why...what's the matter? I've heard
about you...and that you'll fuck anyone...female...or male...
HYE:
Who told you this?
ERI:
I have my sources.
HYE:
Well they're wrong. I only sleep with
cute guys.
ERI:
Heh. Didn't think you'd go for a
straight guy anyway...And what you mean you only sleep with cute guys...are you
saying that I'm not cute?
HYE:
How did you ever guess. Look at
you...you're a blonde. I'd rather kill
myself than sleep with you.
ERI:
Kill yourself? Why would you want to do
that? Life is full of disappointments
and hatred. But all of it amounts to
something big. You shouldn’t give it up
without a fight. Life is
beautiful. Besides, love doesn't
differentiate between people.. Well I'm
skipping....if you want to join me, I'll be waiting for you in the bathroom
closest to the front door. I won't be
there long though.
(leaves)
HYE: Kei...
KEI:
Yes, master.
HYE:
Also find out about that blonde...Eri...
KEI:
Master? Are you sure?
HYE:
Yes.
KEI:
...Yes......master.
**
ERI:
I wonder if he'll really come...
(Door
opens and Hye walks in. Door closes.)
ERI:
So you decided to come...
(Presses
his body against HYE's)
ERI:
You’re just so beautiful...
HYE:
What are you doing, yo bastard!
ERI:
I want you...
(ERI
grabs HYE’s wrists and bang them against the wall)
HYE:
E-Eri...?
ERI:
Huh? Eh...oh.....sorry.
HYE: ‘What...what was that about? Just a minute ago...it was like he was a completely different person...Like a demon trying to...trying to what?’
ERI:
Hye? Are you OK?
HYE:
Don’t touch me, gold hair.
ERI:
Tee-hee (?!?!) “Gold hair?”
HYE:
Yea, gold hair. Got a problem with
that?
(Quickly
kisses HYE)
HYE:
Wh—why’d yo do that?
ERI:
No reason. Thought it’d be cute.
HYE:
CUTE MY ASS! DON’T EVER DO THAT AGAIN,
GOLD HAIR!
ERI:
“Gold hair” eh?
HYE:
LET GO OF ME, BASTARD!
ERI:
I won’t.
(ERI
grabs HYE’s wrists tighter)
HYE:
Ow! Yo better fuckin—
(ERI kisses HYE, licks HYE’s neck, HYE gasps)
HYE: What are
you doing...Gold hair...
(ERI unzips HYE’s pants)
ERI: I will
take you…I want your body.
HYE: Stop Gold
hair…don’t touch me you bastard.!
HYE::
Gold...hair......Eri...
(door opens)
STUDENT A: Hye
Song?! What are you doing?!
HYE: KEI!
STUDENT A: In the school bathroom?
You’re having--
(blood drips)
ERI: Hye...
HYE: Don’t
EVER touch me like that again Gold hair!
(ERI grabs Hye
by the waist)
ERI: Let’s go.
HYE: Let
go...let go dammit!
(walking down
halls, blah blah blah)
HYE: If you
hate me so much why are you following me?
ERI: You’re
the one following me.
HYE: Let’s not
go to class. History bites.
ERI: Come on,
it’s only history, besides, you’ll have me.
HYE: That
makes me feel even worse...you’ll try and rape me in front of everyone.
*
ERI: God. I’m soaked!
...I’m cold too! Hye~~~!
HYE: I don’t
care. Look, gold hair. You’re not a guest. I didn’t invite you, so I don’t give a fuck.
ERI:
...Ohhhh. That’s mean, Hye. You meanie-head!
HYE: Oh shut
up.
ERI:
Hye...where’s that kid?
HYE: Kid?
ERI: Yea. The muu-muu hair one!
HYE:
...Muu-muu hair?
ERI: Yeah! Muu-muu!
You know! Like muu!
HYE:
...Muu? Like a cow?
ERI: Yes! Muu-muu!
Black and white muu-muu hair!
HYE: Oh,
Kei. Yeah, he’s around here somewhere,
I think...or he might’ve gone to Aaron’s house.
ERI:
...Oh...okay...
HYE: So
anyways...why are you here.
ERI: We’re
still in the process of unpacking our junk so my parents’ll probably be happier
if I stay outta their way. Hey, where
are your parents?
HYE: Dunno. Probably in Asia or something.
ERI: Oh uhm...ok.
I like this shirt. Can I have
it?
HYE: No. It’s mine.
(ERI puts on the shirt)
ERI: How do I look?
HYE: Like an AzN wanna-be, you goth mocker.
ERI: That’s mean.
I’m not a goth mocker!
HYE: Sure, whatever you say. Right...
ERI: Seriously!
HYE: I believe you, sure I do, Gold Hair.
(laying on bed)
ERI: Aren’t you afraid?
HYE: Afraid?
Of what?
ERI: That I might...
HYE: Might what, bastard?
ERI: That I might do this...
(crawls on bed and begins kissing Hye)
(Hye turns his face to the side)
HYE: Don’t touch me, gold hair.
ERI: So you are afraid.
HYE: Yea.
Right.
ERI: Then why do you turn away?
HYE: You said before that you don’t like guys. We don’t wanna damage your virgin body now
do we? Besides, you sicken me, Gold
hair.
ERI: Just keep telling yourself that, Hye.
HYE: ...bastard... (sits up next to Eri)
ERI: Hye... (Puts hand on Hye’s cheek)
HYE: What the hell do you want, gold hair?
ERI: I... (Moves hand down neck and fingernails gently
scratch Hye’s neck)
HYE: (gasp) Stop. (grabs Eri’s hand)
ERI: What’s wrong?
HYE: I--I--don’t touch me!
ERI: HYE?
What--
HYE: FUCK YOU!!
GET THE FUCK OFF ME!! DAMN
YOU! YOU BASTARD!
ERI: I-I’m sorry?
What happened?
HYE: Don’t touch me gold hair! L-leave me alone.
ERI: I...
HYE: ...Eri... (tears welling up) D-don’t touch me
like that anymore. Please!
ERI: I-I’ll go find some water for you I guess.
(leaves)
HYE: I’m all alone again...like that snowy night.
BLONDIE: Hye...my love.
HYE: It’s you...
BLONDIE: Give in to me. You won’t ever have to feel pain ever again. Just give me your body once more and I’ll protect
you. I swear that I’ll own that love of
yours...
HYE: ...I hate you... (wakes up) I... (Sees the glass
of water on the table next to him.) Gold hair?
ERI: You ok?
HYE: Pour me a cup.
(Eri pours Hye a cup of the wine)
(Eri looks at a picture of Hye and Yeo)
ERI: Who’s that?
HYE: That’s my brother Ye--
ERI: No, I mean the guy next to him. Is that you?
HYE: Yeah. But
that was a long time ago.
ERI: You look pretty. (kisses Hye) Another cup?
HYE: How many cups have you had so far?
ERI: I dunno.
Are you going to start yelling again?
HYE: No. (downs a cup)
ERI: Then why were you before? (downs)
HYE: (downs) Doesn’t matter cuz I’m not gonna tell
you.
ERI: We’re all gonna get seriously stoned.
HYE: I needa get smashed so fuck off.
ERI: (kisses Hye again) You’re so cute even when
pissed. ...I think I love you... Buuut I needa go to the bathroom.
HYE: Down the hall.
ERI:
I’ll be back, don’t worry. (one more kiss)
(leaves
to the bathroom-)
(Kei
is looking up information on laptop and does a “oh my god!” kaori yuki type
thing)
ERI:
W-what's going on? It can't be taking
effect yet-not this early. I-It
shouldn't be until at least another week.
(Kei
walks to Hye on bed who is holding cup of wine)
KEI:
I found out about the blonde.
HYE:
Yea?
KEI:
Age 17, birthday October 8th, lives with his father, I couldn’t find where he
moved from. I searched around and I
found out that his father used to live here when he was in high school.
HYE:
So? What does that have to do with me?
KEI:
Not much...just thought that you might want to know.
HYE:
What do you mean?
KEI:
Nothing, never mind. I’ll go now. Please master...Hye...don’t fall in love
with him...whatever you do...please......I’m going home tonight...
HYE:
Oh really...why?
(Kei
stops at door.)
KEI:
I so hate it when you’re drunk.
(leaves)
HYE:
...Kei...
(Hye
goes to find Eri in the bathroom. Door
is locked and Hye takes the spare lock picker thing. He turns the knob)
HYE:
Hey, you OK? You've been there a
while. Gold hair, I (door
opens)…fuck! Y-your body! It's covered in…!
ERI:
Yes…
HYE:
But…why? You said that life was
beautiful…
ERI:
What?
HYE:
For the first time in my life…I actually…had a reason to live…
ERI:
Reason…to live? …What reason…? There is no reason. I lied.
Life isn't beautiful. And I…
HYE:
Gold hair…
ERI:
And I…I DON'T WANT TO LIVE!
HYE:
...Gold hair…?
ERI:
Life is just sex and violence…and I have a desire for both.
(slices
his thigh a bit)
HYE:
You've had too much to drink. It's the
alcohol talking…why would you want to be with me?
ERI:
Why wouldn't I?
(kiss)
(slices
HYE's skin a bit)
*gasp*
HYE:
E-Eri…no…
HYE:
I've had this feeling before…Where?
ERI:
Stop resisting. You know that you want
it…badly. It's only human…this desire.
HYE:
Eri…no….please stop…no…
HYE:
Why am I just letting him do this to me?
*gasp* What are you doing Eri?
ERI:
Your body is mine…I will not let anyone take it away from me. I want you to hold no one but me…kiss no
one but me…love no one but me… (pushes Hye down onto his bed)
***
BLONDIE: You gave away my love? Do you really hate me that much?
HYE: I--I don’t love you.
BLONDIE:
You’ve really forgotten me haven’t you.
That promise...
BLONDE:
Like I said, I swear that I’ll own that love--
ERI: --Of yours.
He’s waiting outside our room.
HYE: It’s...you?
ERI: Did you forget my name already?
HYE: ...Never mind.
ERI:
Oh yeah, and I decided to wash all our clothes cuz well...you probably don’t
want to be wearing your pants like that in public. Yeah, and uh--the brat said
his name’s Hekiru.
HYE:
STOP DRIPPING ALL OVER ME! Wait--Hekiru? Shit! What’s he doing here?
(puts
on a T-shirt)
(Hye
opens door)
HYE:
Hekiru. I told you never to come here!
HEKIRU:
Hye…
HYE :
Shut up already.
HEKIRU:
But it’s love. It’s destiny!
HYE:
Shut the fuck up. Pay up already!
ERI:
Huh? P-Pay up? What are you talking about? Hye!
You’re not a...
HYE:
Yeah. I am. So?
ERI:
Why didn’t you just tell me you were a prostitute! I would’ve paid you!
HYE/HEKIRU:
WHAT?!
(ERI: Ow...too...sleepy...)
HEKIRU:
Hye--you’re a prostitute? Why don’t I
know of this? Do you have AIDS?
HYE:
I’M NOT A PROSTITUTE!
ERI:
Then what are you taking money for?
HYE:
THIS BASTARD DIDN’T PAY ME FOR WHAT HE BOUGHT FROM ME!
ERI: You still sound like you’re a prostitute.
HYE:
NO! He bought some E from me! He never paid me!
ERI:
You’re trying to
kill me with this yelling aren’t you...Are
you sure you’re not a prostitute?
HEKIRU: ...
HYE:
Are you obsessed with the word ‘prostitute’ or are you just stupid?
HEKIRU:
Fine. Here’s the money. (Pulls Hye
extremelyyyyy close to him then whispers) And ‘if’ you really are a
prostitute...there’s a little extra for that night... (Hekiru stuffs the money
down the front of Hye’s SalteD T-shirt and then forces a kiss of Hye who looks
really PO-ed now.)
ERI: (Wraps his arms around Hye) Heeeyyyyyyyy. Stop groping my boyfriend in front of me. It’s impolite.
HEKIRU:
(Pulls away slowly and looks at Eri.
Hekiru smiles evil-y at him) 白痴。Hye死也不會讓你當他的男朋友。(Kisses Eri, turns and leaves.
The money float down from the inside of Hye’s shirt onto the floor.)
(Bastard. Even in death, Hye wouldn’t
let you be his boyfriend.)
HYE:
...Damn it. That bastard... (picks up
the dollarsssss....money? what’s the word?)
ERI:
Wha’d he say? Owwww my brain hurts.
HYE:
...? What? Huh?
ERI:
Shut up. I’m friggin’ tired. Just answer the damn question.
HYE:
Oh uh yeah, he called you a bastard and said something about me not letting you
be my boyfriend.
ERI:
I was kidding. (Taking off the towel around his waist)
HYE:
What’re you doing?
ERI:
What does it look like I’m doing. I’m
getting ready to have sex with you again.
No seriously, I’m changing into my pants. I can’t walk around in a skimpy black towel around my
waist...unless you’d like me to of course.
HYE:
Whatever. It’s not like you were going
to actually change into your pants anyways.
[You said that were washing all our clothes anyways]
ERI:
[good point] Really? I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVEEEE YOUUUUU!
HYE:
Get your fucking hands off my ass.
ERI:
Hehh....anywayyyy
HYE:
Wow it’s Saturday all ready? Hmm I
wonder where the week went? ...Oh
yeah...I was so bored I went to school yesterday.
ERI:
...Lemme go back to sleep now.
(kisses
Hye)
ERI:
I love you.
HYE:
Fuck you.
ERI:
Is that a promise?
HYE:
Shut up. Just go and sleep. I’m going out for something to eat. Is McDonalds open at this time?
ERI:
Dude. It’s like midnight though.
HYE:
So? There are people who stay up all
night! (Hye’s changing!)
ERI:
Yeah. The undead.
(grabs
Hye’s right arm/wrist/hand)
ERI:
Hey, I didn’t see this before...you cut yourself?
HYE:
No.
ERI:
Then what happened?
HYE:
Why the fuck do you think I’d tell you?
ERI:
Cuz we have a bond now!
HYE:
A bond cuz we fucked? What the hell?
ERI:
Yes! I love you Hye!
HYE:
Get the fuck off me, Gold hair.
ERI:
Uh--let me come with.
HYE:
You’ll either get raped behind Giant by some freak ass pedophile or beat up for
looking like a fag.
ERI:
...Then let me borrow something to wear.
HYE:
I--fine, whatever. (randomly grabs something) take it. I don’t have any dresses for you to wear
little girl.
ERI:
(point point) I wanna wear that.
HYE:
Hell no. It’s pure silk. Besides, it was from Kei.
ERI:
(huggle huggle) C’mon PLEASE?
HYE:
NO!
ERI:
Fine you meanie! (Puts on what Hye gave
him. A fishnet shirt, and jeans)
HYE:
(staring at Eri, then to his wrist) .....Let’s g--*flashback of joo ahn’s face*
...Shit...
ERI:
What’s wrong?
HYE:
N-nothing.
(They
leave house, remembering to LOCK IT)
ERI:
The snow’s all dirty now...
HYE:
Yeah. So?
ERI:
It’s gross. And the rain didn’t help it
much.
HYE:
Yea. Oh well. Well the storm WAS a week a ago.
ERI:
Actually it was on Thursday...
HYE:
I know it was on Thursday. Stop trying
to be smart, Gold hair. You’re not
doing too well.
ERI:
Muu. That’s mean.
HYE:
Yeah anyway...You aren’t straight.
ERI:
What? How would YOU know?
HYE:
Cuz you prepared me. No straight guy
would know to do that.
ERI:
Whaaaa? I’m so confused! Naa! Hye!
Eri wanna eat ice cream!
HYE:
Ice cream?
(Eri
nods furiously)
(Hye
smiles a bit)
HYE:
fine you little bitch.
(They
go inside.)
ERI:
*gasp* *point-point* Eri wants that!
HYE:
This third-person thing is really getting annoying.
ERI:
But-but...Hye!
HYE:
If it’ll shut up you, then fine.
ERI:
Yay!
(Hye
walks to the counter. The guy at the
counter smirks.)
JAMES:
So...he’s the reason why you weren’t at Once Upon a Nightmare, tonight?
HYE:
Fuck! There was a rave?
JAMES:
It’s still going on...Hekiru’s so frickin’ pissed at you, it’s not even funny. He’s threatening to kill you and all of
Transylvania. It’s horrible, it’s cuz
it’s almost Christmas, EVERYONE is there.
All of heaven, hell and Transylvania are there...all but you.
HYE:
Crap. That’s why he came earlier. But can’t they just get the Count to do my
shift? He’s always talking about how I
don’t do shit and this and that.
Besides, didn’t we get a hold of another member of the Royal Flush
Gangs?
JAMES:
Yea, but they don’t care whether it’s you or the Count on the poles...they just
want to get into bed with you.
HYE:
Tell them to get some devil to do it then.
JAMES:
No, you don’t understand...There’s like five or so of them, and they only want
you.
HYE:
Minors?
JAMES:
Definitely not. They’re the sadistic
doctors, lawyers, and college grads that you fuck.
HYE:
God, what the hell is wrong with those people!
Why can’t they just use a devil.
They’re more reliable than us vampires anyway. Besides, they don’t object when--Gold hair! Get the fuck off me!
JAMES:
He’s still a minor, right?
ERI:
Ah! ;-; Hye got mad at Eri!! Eri is sorry!
HYE:
Yea...just sit down.
ERI:
But Hye’s not buying Eri ice-cream!
He’s talking about vampires and devils and magical people!
JAMES:
He doesn’t know? Hey, uh--what’s your
face--how much did you pay?
ERI:
Huh? Pay what?
JAMES:
Oh my god, Hye, you’re giving it away for free now?
HYE:
Shut the fuck up, demon whore!
ERI:
;-; Everybody is mad at Eriiiiii!!!
HYE:
Fine fine fine. What do you want Gold
hair?!
ERI:
......Strawberry!!
HYE:
You got that demon whore?
JAMES:
Sure, chink.
HYE:
You fuckin’ asshole.
(Hye
leans over the counter and angrily punches James.)
HYE:
...I hope your master fucks you until you bleed tonight.
(Eri’s
ice cream is all drippy and watery and melted)
ERI:
Oh crap.
HYE:
Open your mouth.
ERI:
Eh?
(Shounen-ai
looking scene)
ERI: Did you
really kill someone during school?
HYE: Yeah.
ERI: What’d
the teacher do?
HYE: She
freaked. Starting screaming and running
around. Finally someone had enough
sense to call the main office. I told
them that it was self-defense. Those
bastards sent me to juvie for a while just because of it. I still have a picture I did using his
blood.
ERI: Do you,
like, rape and kill your poor little male victims or something?
HYE: Naw,
didn’t know him. He was AzN and he
pissed me off. That’s all that
matters. Besides, I’m not fond of
raping people. I get no money from it.
ERI: So you’re a prostitute?
HYE: Shut up. It was Hekiru’s
idea. And I got paid a friggin’ lot.
ERI: Then what was that thing all about?
With the brat?
HYE: I said that I’d kill him if he told anyone. (shrug)
ERI: Ooohhhhh
“Blind Man Killer!”
HYE: What the
hell?
ERI:
...nevermind... (Eri’s shoes go “schticky-schtick-schtick”) OH CRAP!
HYE: What now.
ERI: (sob) I
got my boots dirty! ...oh, and there’s a dead guy.
HYE: ...That
kid...
ERI: Hye...was
it you?
HYE: (looking
away) Me...Why would you say that?
ERI: It looks
like your work.
HYE: (shaking
head) No...it doesn’t. You don’t even know what ‘my work’ looks
like. He was indeed an AzN, but the
death is different from my style.
ERI: Your
style...and what would that be?
HYE: See this
mark right here, on his wrist? You can
see that a knife did the cut. The blood
was cleaned up, and covered by a watch to make it look like it was a
poison. The blood coming from his mouth
isn’t his own blood. It’s from the
finger of the killer. Must’ve been
painful. I’m sorry...
ERI: Hye?
HYE: Hm? Yea?
ERI: Just how
do you know this?
HYE: I....I
just know. Fuck off now. I’m bored of you.
(walks away
from Eri)
***
HYE: The slit
wrist...the killer’s blood...I remember it all too well. He was killed by the same person who killed
me, who broke me, and left me like this.
It really is painful to see someone like that...painful for me to have realized
that I was once like that...
HYE YOUNGER:
What kind of a teacher leaves her students
alone in detention?
JOO AHN: My
favorite kind...Let’s get outta this prison...whaddya
say?
HYE YOUNGER:
Just who ARE you? Why are you talking
to me?
JOO AHN: Why
do you ask questions you already know that answer to?
HYE YOUNGER:
But I don’t I...
JOO AHN: Lean
over a desk backwards...or forward...
HYE YOUNGER:
?!
HYE YOUNGER:
They say this isn’t true love. That
it’ll never work out and the mistake will end up hurting me. Isn’t this love at all? I don’t care!
JOO AHN: Come
on, let’s leave now.
(...)
HYE
YOUNGER: But I don’t...I don’t like boys...
JOO
AHN: Doesn’t matter, sex is sex, no matter who you have it with. Just do exactly as I say...
HYE
YOUNGER: (screaming)
JOO
AHN: Just stay there, I’ll make it easy for you.
(...omit...)
(slicy
sounds)
JOO AHN: You were a virgin weren’t you? The first time you have sex, it’s with a guy, and you’ll never have another chance. Innocence is filled with hatred...You won’t live. Not with the amount of blood that’s coming from your wrist.
(wipes up wrist blood, cuts his own finger and presses it around Hye’s mouth, lips)
JOO AHN: Doesn’t blood just taste so...
(HYE blacks out)
HYE:
W-where the hell am I? What happened to
my trench?!
ERI: Ah...it’s kinda hard to be in bed together with me wearing all your clothes, so I have to take it all off!
HYE:
Stop kidding around! What’s the real
reason!?
ERI:
I found you unconscious in the snow. I
couldn’t leave you there.
HYE:
...What time is it?
ERI:
Almost three...go back to sleep, Hye.
HYE:
Eri?
ERI:
Yeah?
HYE:
...Thanks...
ERI:
Yeah. Who is the person who he’s so
worried over? What happened to make him
so afraid? Uh hello, is Kei there?
KEI:
Who’s this?
ERI:
Eri. Tell me something about Hye...tell
me......
***
HYE:
I’m going to the rave tonight so entertain yourself somehow. As long as you don’t hurt the dress I got
from Kei, it’s fine. I don’t really
care. Watch horror movies all night, go
buy frilly dresses...pick up guys downtown for all I care!
ERI:
I wanna go too!
HYE:
Hell no.
ERI:
Why are you going there anyways?
HYE:
I haven’t been there in a week, Hekiru must
getting pretty pissed.
ERI:
Why--
(Hye
slams door in Eri’s face.)
HYE:
Why do you ‘love’ someone like me?
Someone who can’t love?
*
(Once
Upon a Nighmare--bodies rubbing up against each other with dim colored lights)
HYE:
God......oh...god.......ahh.......Hekiru.......god!
HEKIRU:
This is your punishment Hye. For not
working for a week.
(door
opens and Eri peeks in. Door creaks?
Maybe?)
HYE:
Hekiru! Hah...hah...haa...ah...
(Sees
Eri hiding behind door)
HYE:
Ah! (comes)
(Hekiru
stands up)
HEKIRU:
Hmm he can still afford you?
(Hye
looks away while Eri blushes bright red)
HEKIRU:
(smirks) Just as I thought, my beautiful slut.
(kisses
Hye, liquid-y-ness on Hye’s face now)
HEKIRU:
Oh, and stop being blonde. We already
know you’re there.
(Hekiru
leaves)
HYE:
Why...are you here...bastard?
(zipping
up his pants, Eri walks in all blushing, not looking at him.)
ERI:
...so uh---
HYE:
Yeah. I’m a prostitute, happy now?
ERI:
^^ Actually I’m just happy I found the right place.
HYE:
Look, I don’t want you to be here. Stop
hanging around me. I hate how you look
at me like that. I hate everything
about you. I hate you. Don’t you see that? I HATE YOU!
(Hye
leaves)
ERI:
...Hye...(smiles) why do you have to be like this?
(Door
opens, guy in business suit comes in)
YOUNG
HEE: Uh...I don’t think you’re Hye.
ERI:
Why? Do you want me to be?
YOUNG
HEE: But this IS Hye’s room, is it not?
ERI:
Depends. And who are you?
YOUNG
HEE: Apparently one of the many people who screw around with him. I didn’t think high school students had
enough money to pay for someone like him.
ERI:
I’m his boyfriend.
YOUNG
HEE: Not very funny.
ERI:
It’s not supposed to be.
(Sir
kisses Eri)
*
(Hye
walks in his 2nd room and sees Tong sitting *seductively* >>
on his bed.)
HYE:
I suppose you're here for Lilith.
What’s your name?
TONG
SU: You’ve heard of the Royal Flush Gangs.
Have you not? The Jack, Queen,
King, Ace, and Joker of Spades, Hearts, Clubs, and Diamonds. Well, I am (puts hand to mouth and a Queen
of Spades appears) Queen of Spades (bites Queen card as the rest of the cards
of Spades appear from his sleeves)
HYE:
The Queen...
TONG
SU: I've been ordered to kill someone--a blonde lover. So you're the Angelic Glass Count?
HYE:
Yes, the blood-thirsty vampire. But I
haven't had time to change yet since I usually begin right after my shift.
TONG
SU: Shift? You mean on the...
HYE:
Yes.
TONG SU: What's your name? I mean, your real name--not as a character in this fairy tale.
HYE:
It's Hye Song.
TONG
SU: Hye Song? You mean you're the one
with the blonde lover?
HYE:
...Yeah...
TONG
SU: How...?
HYE:
I didn't--
TONG
SU: Isn’t that kinda dangerous? Being
in love with men that is...
HYE:
...I can’t say...I’ve never been in love.
I’ve given up on love. There’s
no such thing.
(begins
stripping)
TONG
SU: So you’re saying that you have absolutely no feelings for your “blonde
lover.”
HYE:...It
doesn’t matter whether I do...or I don’t.
TONG
SU: What would you do if I killed him?
HYE:
(with a slight smirk) Weep blood.
*
ERI:
Haa...haa...haaa...ahhh.....Deeper!
Aaah! AHH!
(Sir
licking off cum from Eri’s face)
ERI:
Aaah...ahh...
YOUNG
HEE: You’re almost as slutty as Hye...it’s just that you’re so
submissive...Hye would never let me do this to him.
ERI:
What are you...talking...about?
(Sir
pulling up pants, blah blah,)
ERI:
haa...haa...Hye’s completely obedient.
YOUNG
HEE: He’s a vampire...
ERI:
W-What? There’s no such thing!
YOUNG
HEE: Of course there is. You’re in
Transylvania. If you really are
his boyfriend, wouldn’t you know this?
(Kei
is half naked, pressed against a wall at OUAN by Yeo. Yeo is slipping his fingers in and out of Kei’s mouth.)
KEI:
Ah...please...
(Hye
walks in, arms crossed, glaring.)
HYE:
Get the fuck off him. I’ll kill you.
YEO:
Hye...You’ll kill me? I doubt it.
(Yeo
looks down at Kei who is looking up at him innocently. He makes a face, and then turns and leaves. Hye walks over to Kei who is still propped
up by the wall. Not looking at Hye, Kei
hugs him.)
HYE:
Let’s go back to my room.
(They
walk in silence and get to a door. Hye
opens it and they walk in. Hye leads
Kei to the bed and forces him to lie down.
Kei goes onto the bed, but pulls his knees. Hye sits down next to him.)
HYE:
Kei...that bastard didn’t hurt you, did he?
If he did, I’ll kill--
KEI:
He didn’t.
HYE:
Look at me and say that.
(Kei
quickly glances at Hye out of the corner of his eye, and looks back down.)
HYE:
You’re hard.
KEI:
W-what? No I’m not!
HYE:
That asshole made you hard!
(Kei
turns bright red.)
HYE:
It’s true...whenever someone else makes you hard...you can’t look at me.
(Hye
slowly parts Kei’s legs.)
HYE:
I’ll get rid of it for you.
KEI:
N-no, it’s okay, Hye.
(Hye
unzips Kei’s pants and pulls them down.
He then begins to suck him off.)
KEI:
Ah! Hye...don’t. This--this is illegal!
HYE:
Would you rather me do this to you...or one of the other whores here?
(Kei
instantly bites his lip and tries to keep quiet. However, he can’t stop himself from moaning because of the
pleasure made by Hye’s mouth.)
KEI:
Ah! Hye!
(Kei’s
hips buck forward, and seed spills into Hye’s mouth, onto his legs, and Hye’s
fingers and face. Hye removes himself
from Kei and licks his fingers and Kei’s inner thighs.)
HYE:
I’m sorry, Kei.
***
ERI: You haven’t gone to your third period class yet? Why not?
HYE:
It’s math. I don’t like math.
ERI:
Which?
HYE:
Uhm--pre calc.
ERI:
I don’t have a class this period so I’ll walk you to class to make sure you go
today.
HYE:
Why do you care so much?
ERI:
Doesn’t really matter, does it?
HYE:
I--
ERI:
This is your class, I’m pretty sure. Go
in, I’ll meet you later.
JOO
AHN: (blah blah blah blah)--huh? A new
student?
HYE:
IT’S HIM! He did this to me...
(looks at wrist)
JOO
AHN: What’s your name?
HYE: Hye.
Hye Song.
JOO
AHN: Well, Hye Song, find a seat and sit down.
JOO
AHN: (blah blah blah) (in front of Hye’s desk) See me after class to get you caught up.
ERI: Where’s Hye? He’s late again.
JOO AHN: Hye...又能見面，真巧是奇妙。 你的頭髮長了！ 真是美。
(Hye...We meet again, so wonderful. Your hair grew! It really
is beautiful.)
HYE: What do you
want, Teacher?
JOO AHN: 回答這個問題：「你為什麼要跟一個黃頭髮的小男生在一起你能有我的時候？」
(Answer me this question: Why are you with a yellow haired kid when you can
have me?)
HYE:: Bastard!
JOO AHN: 不會講自己的語言嗎？
(Can’t you speak your own language)
HYE:
當然會啊，白痴。
(Of course I can, bastard!)
HYE:
I don’t believe in this “love” crap.
JOO
AHN: Then why...
HYE:
Why the fuck do you care! ASSHOLE! WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU ASKING ME THESE
QUESTIONS! YOU RAPED ME AND LEFT ME TO
DIE! WHAT THE FUCK HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!
ERI:
Hye! What’s going on?
HYE:
Nothing.
JOO
AHN: Why don’t you tell him!
HYE:
Fuck you.
(HYE
leaves)
ERI:
Touch Hye, and I’ll kill you myself.
(ERI
leaves)
(HYE
collapses and blacks out)
HYE:
Where am I?
(Young
Hye sits up in the bed, looking around.
Hye is watching. Eri’s father
walks in.)
EF:
Oh, you’re awake now. How are you
feeling? (touches the bandage on Hye’s neck)
HYE
YOUNGER: (quickly pulling away, pressing his body against the wall) Who are
you? What am I doing here? Where am I? What have you done to me?
EF:
I’m sorry. That was very rude of me to
just do something like that. I found
you unconscious in the snow. I couldn’t
leave you there.
EF:
Especially since you were just raped. I
couldn’t just watch as you died.
HYE
YOUNGER: I don’t...want to live. Not
after that.
EF:
Don’t die so easily.
HYE
YOUNGER: I don’t--
HYE:
Are these really my memories? They seem
so blurry and faraway.
EF:
So what's your name?
HYE
YOUNGER: ...
JIAHOW: Mr. Song?
JIAHOW: The health room.
HYE: There’s someone working there now?
JIAHOW: Yea well, someone started taking the medication and was
selling it. Now sit still.
(Pushes up Hye’s shirt.)
HYE: What the hell are you doing?
JIAHOW: Calm down.
(Takes out the thermometer)
HYE: You shouldn’t do that to your patients.
JIAHOW: Oh? Really. And why not?
HYE: Your patients might get ideas.
(Hye gives the Jiahow/Fei’s love a happy tongue kiss)
HYE: How long does it take your poison to go into effect?
JIAHOW: I don’t know what you’re talking about.
HYE: You damn well do.
Oh well, doesn’t matter to me.
The poison will only kill you anyways.
JIAHOW: What?
HYE: Mm...how typical.
Trying to kill me the same way I killed your love eh? It won’t do very well. Because Love’s Death is my favorite type of
poison.
HYE: I’ve tasted Love’s
Death many times. I can tell apart all
my poisons.
HYE: Yeah, I like poison.
So I have a rather large collection.
*
AARON'S
BROTHER: Please...don't come back.
KEI:
I-I...
AARON'S
BROTHER: Please don't come to see Aaron again...ever. I'm sorry. Good-bye.
(Door
slam)
YEO: 啊~~~~! 愛情真是痛苦,你說呢, Kei. 真抱歉.
KEI:
哥哥?
***
KEI: (Promise me you
won't touch Hye in that way.)
YEO: (Then...make love to me. Let me know that you're telling the truth. Don't speak of Hye once on this bed with me.)
KEI: ...
YEO: (And I won't be as gentle as my brother
towards you.)
KEI: ...(I understand.)
***
(Kei is asleep after
their...erhm...scene. Yeo's kissing
Kei's neck. Kei starts tearing up.)
KEI: (...Master......no...Hye--AH!)
(wakes up suddenly and sees Yeo grinning at him,
and he realizes what he has done.)
KEI: (No, please, I'm begging you, don't!)
YEO: (Why?
Is it because you've gone to bed with your 'master'?)
KEI: (I--)
YEO:
Tainted...dirty...impure...filty...(Right?
Not only me, but my brother as well.)
KEI: (Of course not! I love you--truly!)
YEO: (You really are a bad liar. You hate me, and you only go to bed with me
so that you can 'protect' my brother).
KEI: (Yeo!
***
ERI: Hye. Where have you been?
HYE:
...Somewhere...
ERI:
Where?
HYE:
...Once Upon a Nightmare...
ERI:
For the last five days? Why? Is anything wrong?
HYE:
No. Nothing.
ERI:
Then why...?
HYE:
Do you even care?
ERI:
Yes! Of course I care damn it! It was that night wasn’t it?
HYE:
(turns away) So you remember.
ERI:
But all I said was the truth because trying to take a 14-year old’s virginity
by force is lowly of you.
HYE:
You’ll never see me as human, will you?
No real feelings, no emotions, no regrets, no conscience! Is everything this way because of the person
you think that I truly am?
ERI:
It’s rape!
YOU RAPED HIM!
HYE:
It wasn’t rape! I DID NOT!
ERI:
How can you say that when you know what I saw!
HYE:
You saw him giving away his fucking virginity!
ERI:
What? But I’ve seen you trying to do
the same thing to him!
HYE:
He saw the two of us on that night. The
night after what happened with that fucking teacher.
ERI:
You mean when I found you in the snow?
HYE:
He had been out at a rave and he came back at 3 in the morning and found us
asleep in my bed. Somehow he just wanted me to be the one to take his virginity.
ERI: ...
HYE: But when I refused, he grabbed my hands and forced me to touch him. I don’t want to take anyone’s fucking virginity. It’s sickening.
ERI:
I’m sorry.
HYE:
Sorry? Sure it’s true that I have sex
with practically everyone I meet, it IS nice to hear those words from your
lips.
ERI:
And I supposed you’d like to taste those words.
(kiss)
HYE:
Eri...
ERI:
(Unzips Hye’s pants) Why are you wearing--
HYE:
Shut up. Hekiru made me wear it. He said his father would get pissed if he
saw me walking around his house without any underwear and would probably think
that I was having sex with his son when he wasn’t there.
ERI:
...What’s this? Blood?
HYE:
No, it’s the color of the fabric.
ERI:
It’s a bloodstain.
HYE:
Doesn’t matter. It’s just some blood. I rubbed it off my wrists cuz they started
bleeding.
ERI:
Stop fucking lying to me. What really
happened?
HYE:
I was raped! He took my virginity, slit
my right wrist, and hoped I’d die!
ERI:
Seriously. It’s not funny anymore. What happened?
HYE:
I was raped. He slit my right wrist and
hoped I’d die again!
ERI:
If you must pretend to have been raped, at least act more like it.
HYE:
Act more like it? I’m not acting. He kissed me, fucked me up the ass and then
slit my wrist and left.
ERI:
Shut up. Tell me the fucking truth.
HYE:
There’s your truth. I was raped. Do
you think that everyone who gets raped is a little virgin, and afterwards sobs
for his loss? The only thing that he
had left in this whole damned world?
...I was once like that. But
things have changed. I can stand the
pain. It’s only rape.
ERI:
You’re being serious.
HYE:
Hell yea! I don’t kid about these
things.
ERI:
(Touches Hye’s face) I--
(With
other hand, forces Hye to lick his finger)
HYE:
Don’t touch me you fucking whore!
ERI:
Hye. Lay face down.
HYE:
This won’t do too well for you conscience, bastard.
ERI:
Lay down!
HYE:
I don’t want you to fucking touch me bastard!
ERI:
(Starts rolling down Hye’s pants) Look, you’re all bloody. When did you get raped?
HYE:
...Shut up.
ERI:
The blood’s fresh so it couldn’t have been more than a couple hours ago.
HYE:
...This was the first place I returned to.
ERI:
So you were raped like half an hour ago?
HYE:
...Yeah. Something like that I guess.
ERI:
You’re feeling better?
HYE: Not really. This dirtying feeling will never go away. It’ll be with me as long as I’m alive. I’ll just keep on coming back to him whether I want it or not.
ERI: No, I mean like emotionally.
HYE: Emotionally?
ERI:
Yeah, you were screaming at me a few seconds
ago.
HYE:
I’m too tired to yell.
ERI:
Oh uhm--how long does it take for Love’s Death to go into effect?
HYE:
At the most ten minutes. Why?
ERI:
You still have the taste of it on your lips.
HYE:
...?
ERI:
You don’t believe me do you? Your lips
taste too sweet for it to be anything other than your little poison.
HYE:
...Is he really dead?
ERI:
I don’t know. You know that I won’t
allow you to kill our love so easily.
HYE:
Eri. (sobs, hugs, and kisses
Eri.........who cares if Hye wouldn’t really do that? I’m the omnipotent author!)
ERI:
Hye...I...
HYE:
Shut up Eri. It’s not about love anymore.
***
KEI:
Master...I’m sorry about what happened...
HYE:
You left me...why did you leave me?
KEI:
I...I’m sorry. I’m so sorry Hye.
HYE:
It’s ok. He saved me.
KEI:
Why do you like that person?!
HYE:
That person? You mean Eri?
KEI:
Not only is he a guy, he’s blonde as well.
Why do you like him! Why do you
let him do whatever he pleases with you?!
Tell me!
HYE:
I--I don’t know. Why?
KEI:
...Last night I...I did something horrible.
HYE:
What did you--fuck...you had sex that blonde boy didn’t you...
KEI:
I......
(Flashback
of night before)
KEI:
Hey Aaron, are you home?
AARON:
Yea, in here.
KEI:
What’re you doing?
AARON:
Some damn math practice. I’m so glad
that you decided to come visit me today.
This is so boring.
KEI:
Let’s do something then.
AARON:
Like what?
KEI:
Like--
AARON:
Let’s have sex.
KEI:
W-what?
AARON:
I was only kidding!
KEI:
Aaron, I don’t--
(Aaron
pulls Kei down on top of him on the sofa.
Aaron pushes himself up to kiss Kei)
(lips
briefly touch and Aaron pulls away)
(Kei
and Aaron look at each other for a moment and Kei leans down and they start
making out)
(Aaron
Unzips Kei’s shirt and kisses down Kei’s neck)
(KEI unzips pants. KEI
starts to slide his fingers down into Aaron’s pants)
(Aaron’s
brother walks in)
(end
flashback)
HYE:
...Kei... (hugs him)
KEI:
Hye...I hate this. I hate seeing the
world like this. I hate how you’re
being hurt like this. And I hate how
I’m not able to do anything for you anymore.
Most of all, I hate how I’ve...
YEO:
(knocking on door) Excuse me, may I talk to Hye Song?
HYE: How you’ve...?
KEI:
...Never mind. It’s not important.
(Kei
leaves, Yeo walks in. They stare at
each other briefly, Kei’s eyes widen)
KEI:
哥--
(Yeo
slams the door in Kei’s face)
HYE:
Who are you?
YEO:
I’m insulted you don’t remember me.
Doesn’t matter, I have your little blonde lover.
HYE:
Eri? Where is he?
YEO:
That’s the secret. So you still have my
candles? How cute.
HYE:
Yeo?!
YEO:
Damn straight.
HYE:
Why do you have Eri, you bastard?! Let
him go!
YEO:
I’ll let him go...if you lay with me for one night.
HYE:
You disgusting pervert!
YEO:
What’s the matter? I thought you liked
AzNs better than blondes.
HYE:
Not you! You
want to fuck me! Pervert!
(Eri dramatically bursts in....okay, maybe not)
ERI:
Get the fuck off him.
YEO:
Shit! How did you get out?
ERI: It was only some string.
YEO: I CHAINED YOU UPSIDE-DOWN TO A CEILING OUT IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE!
ERI:
Well then...It’s a secret!
YEO:
Hye...I still love you... (disappears out the window)
(Hye
and Eri run and look out the window for Yeo.)
ERI:
Who was that?
(Yeo
is on the roof. He slips, and is grabbed by mysteriously person....ALUCARD!!)
HYE:
Yeo.
ERI:
Yeo? You mean your brother?
HYE:
Yea.
ERI:
That’s sick.
***
(Alucard is on all fours, looking at a collection of
books on the floor when Hye walks in)
ALUCARD:
...My love, you’ve come back to me.
HYE:
Shit! How’d you get in here?
ALUCARD:
(sitting in chair) Oh? Didn’t Eri tell
you? I wanted to see what exactly, my
best friend was doing with my lover.
HYE:
Best friend? LOVER?! What the fuck are you talking about?!
ALUCARD: Don’t say that Eri didn’t even bother to mention me. Yes, I’m Eri’s best friend. Let’s ask Eri why me never spoke of me.
(rips
of duct tape)
ERI:
Hye! Untie me! Please!
HYE:
Is this true?
ERI:
Untie me first!
HYE:
IS IT?!
ERI:
...Yes...but you never asked! Besides,
I didn’t want you to worry about him!
(Hye
smiles cruelly)
HYE:
You’ve FUCKED! HAVEN’T YOU!?
ERI:
...only a few times...And besides! You
haven’t told me all the people you’ve fucked before either!
ALUCARD:
...A few times? I can count a hell of a
lot more than that.
ERI:
Shut the hell up!
HYE:
YOU FUCKIN’ ASSHOLE!
ALUCARD:
A lover’s spat? I met up with someone
really interesting today!
HYE:
What the fuck are you babbling on about?!
ALUCARD:
*points at Yeo in doorway* I met this guy!
HYE:
Yeo! Why the hell did you come back!
(tossing
a tied up Kei onto the floor)
YEO: First of all, I live here. Second of all, (sitting on Alucard’s lap, touching Alucard......yeah, I’ll figure it out later) he invited me to come.
HYE:
If you fuckin’ hurt Kei, I’ll beat the crap out of you!
(Untying
Kei)
(Yeo’s
making out with Alucard already?)
ERI:
Stop it! That’s sick!
(Alucard
bends back a bit to look at Eri)
ALUCARD:
You didn’t say that when you were the one doing this to me.
(Yeo
kissing/sucking Alucard's neck)
ERI: Alucard! You are such a fuckin' asshole! I hate--
(Alucard tapes Eri
up again)
ALUCARD: God, Eri,
you ta--
(Yeo catches
Alucard's open mouth with his own, slipping his tongue inside)
(Hye rips of tape
from Kei's mouth)
HYE: Kei...
(Kei throws
himself at Hye and sobs, Hye pets Kei's hair.
Kei looks up at Hye. Yeo pulls away briefly to grin at Kei/Hye.)
YEO: Why don't you
tell him?
KEI:
I--I......Hye, I'm sorry...I'm sorry!
HYE: What's wrong?
KEI: We...we made
love.
HYE: W-what? When?
KEI: ...Thursday
night...
HYE: Kei...but
why?
KEI: We made a
deal...he wouldn't touch you if I--if we...made love., and that the only person
I thought about in bed...was him.
(Hye grabs Kei and holds him, starting to tear up.)
HYE: Why Kei...
***
HYE: ...
KEI: Aren’t you afraid that he’s not going to come
back?
HYE: ...Yea...kinda...
KEI: It’s because you’ve gone and fallen in love
with him...isn’t it?
HYE: That’s not true!
KEI: Oh really...
HYE: He was the one that saved me.
KEI: Saved you...
HYE: I mean his father...he was the person that
took care of me after...
(runs his fingers along the scar on his neck.)
***
(Hekiru looks up to see Hye standing in doorway. He picks up an envelope and walks over)
HEKIRU: Mm...Hye...
(grabs Hye by the
hips and starts kissing him. He slips
his tongue in and continues kissing until there’s a drop of drool coming out
the side of both their mouths. He
places the envelope into the back of Hye’s pants and then pulls away, a line of
saliva falling apart)
HEKIRU: The next
one’s in a week from tomorrow.
Oh...right...
(Hekiru walks back
over to the counter and picks up a stack of books from the floor.)
HEKIRU: It took me a
while, but I got it. The entire set of
S.I.N.S. that you wanted for your little fuck buddy.
(Hye looks extremely
pissed.)
HEKIRU: A bit
protective are we? So it’s true, you
have...
HYE: Fuck you.
(Hye flips him. He takes the books and leaves.)
HYE:
Winter...It’s December already...I hate December...It’s filled with all this
frighteningly, sickening happiness and love shit. God. I can’t see why all these “happy holidays” have to be in
December. Especially since it’s so cold
and beautiful during this time. Look at
all these freaks with their girlfriends buying some sentimental crap made out
of rocks. I hate it...I loathe it...I spite it...
(Hye walks in the door, at 5/6 in the afternoon (24), lightly covered with snow. Kei is sitting on the floor, leaned against the wall sleeping, a book lying at his side. He wakes with a start. Hye is gripping himself, nail scratching against dry skin, shivering. His hair is mussed, and fishnets slightly torn.)
KEI: H-Hye... (Kei stands up and runs over to Hye, throwing himself at Hye. Hye is crying. Kei begins brushing off snow and stripping Hye of his frozen clothing, Hye dropping the books in the process.)
KEI: I’ll get your shower ready. (Kei begins to leave, but Hye grabs his wrist)
HYE: I--I----
HYE: I...I don’t want you to leave...
KEI: I won’t leave you. I promise. (Kei gives a quick kiss and pulls his hand from Hye’s grasp. Hye notices the book and walks over to it. He picks it up and begins to read)
KEI: It’s re--
(Hye looks up from the book at Kei. Kei begins blushing furiously.)
KEI: I--I---Hye----I---
(He grabs the book from Hye and slams it facedown on the counter. He then pulls Hye upstairs and strips off the rest of Hye’s clothing, forcing him into the shower. Hye grabs Kei’s wrist again, tugging at him.)
KEI: (still bright red) N-no, not today. You need this...you’re practically frozen.
(Hye furiously shakes his head, still tugging. He then grabs a hold of the zipper on Kei’s shirt and awkwardly tries to pull it open. Kei pulls away from him.)
HYE: Please....
(Kei doesn’t move, allowing Hye to strip him. Scene goes to window and snow >>. Articles of clothing lying all over the floor. Hye and Kei are stand in the shower, soaked, water running down their bodies.)
KEI: ...Kiss me...
(Hye looks shocked, but he lifts up Kei’s chin and places a small kiss on Kei’s lips.)
KEI: You went there again.
(Hye looks at him. Kei looks slightly disgusted.)
KEI: How many men have you had these lips around tonight? God, Hye! Stop doing this.
(Hye looks away shamefully and starts tearing up. Kei looks at him, then throws his arms around his neck.)
KEI: Please, Hye. I’m giving myself to you...yet you don’t even give a thought about me. Why? ...Please...
KEI: Why is it...that you won’t even touch me? We’ve showered together and we’ve slept naked in the same bed hundreds of times...yet you don’t...
KEI: God...Hye. I’m so confused! Why...it’s wrong to like guys...I know but I...I’m sorry, Hye.
(Hye begins petting Kei’s face.)
HYE: I’m sorry Kei...I’m sorry...
KEI: Ah...Hye...
(suddenly pulls away)
KEI: Stop it...
HYE: ...Kei...
(Kei steps out, drying himself. He grabs a towel and dries off Hye as well, wrapping the towel around Hye’s waist. Kei begins to speak, without even looking at Hye.)
KEI: Hye...God Hye! I love you--I love you! Don’t you understand that?
I love you Hye! Why do I have to
be do desperately in love with you, Hye?!
Tell me why...why...how...you can bring so much pain to all of us in
such a short amount of time. We lived
lives comprised of nothing...only a false sense of security and joy. Why did I have to fall in love with you, and
with him? Why do I have to love people
like this? (tears falling) But now, no
one shall ever stand between us now...or ever.
I give my entire life to you now.
I will protect you. No one will
hurt you any more.
HYE: I
don’t understand why I never saw that...saw how he always looked at me...how he
was my...’lover’ all this time. We
stood in each other’s embrace. I hadn’t
realized just how frail and weak he was up until this point. He gasped for air, his fragile frame
shuddering violently each time. The
warm tears soaked into my shirt but I stood there, frozen. His wet hair pressed up against my cheek,
rubbing it raw and I suddenly felt a strange feeling on my face. I was crying...
KEI: Whatever it is that you request, I will do it...for you. For you own me now, and I will give myself to you...completely.
HYE: ...No one will ever come between us...ever again...
KEI: Because now...and forever, I will be your...
HYE/KEI: ...Lover...
(kiss)
*
HYE: (looking at sleeping Kei next to him) I
promised never to touch you in that way...with my bloody hands, my dirty
lips...my impure body. But I have
broken my promise for the second time...and you are once more...tainted by me.
*
KEI: Kiss marks all over my body...Is this all
that Hye wants of me? Does he only love
me because of my body? But if this is what he wants...I shall make myself
beautiful just for him. No matter what
happens to me...I want to look beautiful...for Hye.
HYE: This is pretty
fucked up. I actually liked this too.
HYE: What the fuck is
wrong with you?
ERI: God, Hye--this--
HYE: I know--it's a
piece of crap.
ERI: No! It--
HYE: What day is today?
ERI: December 23rd. Why?
HYE: I promised Kei that I...with him--I......never mind. Just-- I...love......
YOUNG HEE: Hye. (smirk) The last person I'd expect in a place like this.
HYE: And why would that be, sir?
YOUNG HEE: Because most people who come here during winter...are lovers.
HYE: And your point, sir?
YOUNG HEE: You're a slut--a prostitute selling his body. You're only worth the amount someone will pay. You can't love...and no one will love you back anyways.
HYE: You don't have it.
YOUNG HEE: You're a hopeless young lover.
HYE: Like you said--I'm not capable of love. Can you specially order something for me?
YOUNG HEE: It depends--what do you want?
HYE: (takes off his earring) Another earring. Like this.
YOUNG HEE: I see...it's for the blonde?
HYE: Just get it for me.
YOUNG HEE: And why should I do this for you?
HYE: I'll sleep with you...willingly.
YOUNG HEE: You are a slut.
(Hye sitting next to the window, wrapped up in the curtains, fingers on the glass, looking outside.)
HYE: I’m like a caged bird...forever trapped in a life such as this...
(Sir places a kiss on Hye’s cheek, then runs his finger along Hye’s lips.)
YOUNG HEE: Like this...you look nothing like that dirty vampire. Without the dark makeup and black dress...you are only an innocent child...
***
(Hye looks at Sir briefly, then rolls out
of the bed carefully and slips into his shirt and jeans, quietly walking out of
the room.)
*
(The phone in
Kei’s room rings, Eri wakes with a start.)
HYE: Kei?
(Eri opens his
mouth to reply.)
HYE: Kei...I need
someone to come get me...I’m at the hotel--you know, the Hilton.
(Eri pretending to
be Kei)
ERI: W-why?
HYE: ...
ERI: I-I can’t
hear you.
HYE: You’re not
Kei.
ERI: Y-yes I am!
HYE: Kei would
know exactly what I’m talking about.
Get him on the line, whorish little Gold hair.
(ERI: Sob sob
sob...pokes Kei and gives him the phone, crying)
KEI: H-hello?
HYE: Get Lucifer
to come get me.
KEI: Where are
you?
HYE: Hilton Hotel.
KEI: ...
HYE: ...I love
you.
KEI: ......
HYE: ...I’m sorry.
KEI: .......I-I
love you too.
(Hye hangs up and
Kei sits, listening to the dial tone...then finally hangs up)
ERI: So what’d
that meanie hafta say??
KEI: He had
another client. Now go get Master Tong.
(Yeo walking in,
trying to tidy his hair, with Alucard hanging all over him--there are rips in
his shirt/dress/etc and marks all over his pale skin)
YEO: I’ll get him.
KEI: W-what? But Master specifically said that he wanted
for Lucifer to get him...
ALUCARD: Oh get
off it Camrilla! (Kei turns bright red)
Just let us go get him.
KEI:
But--but...Hye...he...you’ve...uh... (starts jamming his index fingers together
and twirling them around while touching.)
YEO: Yes, that’s
right, we just fucked each other. Come,
Kei...let’s go.
KEI: But...
(Yeo pushes his
hair back and smiles at Kei)
YEO: Yea, yea, you
have a very cute one.
(His hair falls
back into place and Kei turns even redder.
Yeo gives Kei a small kiss.)
YEO: Remember, not
everything’s about you. I can have sex
with anyone I want...(quieter...only to Kei) ...but the one I love is you.
(Yeo grabs Kei and
leaves...he pauses at the door and turns back to Alucard and Eri who are
playing some sort of hand game.)
YEO: Watch the
schizo-boy!
(leaves)
KEI: Why do you
want me to come with you?
YEO: He doesn’t
trust me....he’d probably think I was trying to run him over.
ALUCARD: So...do
you still love me?
(Eri pouts)
ERI: No. You cheated on Eri.
ALUCARD: Don’t do
that...don’t go into your whiny 3rd person mode. I miss the real Eri...
ERI: I...I missed
you too...
ALUCARD: So you
still love me.
ERI: But you still
cheated on me.
ALUCARD: And
you’re saying that you didn’t?
(Starts kissing
Eri’s neck.)
ERI: ...But you
just did Yeo!
ALUCARD: So? That was the first time I kissed you in such
a long time!
ERI: ...Two weeks.
ALUCARD: Exactly!
ERI: I can’t
forget about what you did to Hye.
ALUCARD: You’re
still hung up on that?
ERI: Yes! You hurt him! I can’t forgive you!
ALUCARD: Haven’t
you ever heard that ‘we hurt the ones we love most?’
ERI: So you’re
saying that you hurt Hye because you love him?
That’s BS.
ALUCARD: Oh no,
that’s not what I’m saying at all! I
was about to say...that I don’t believe that.
I only hurt him in order to fall even more in love with you.
ERI: That makes no
sense whatsoever!
ALUCARD: I love
you most...so I hurt the one you love...so that you will love me.
ERI: I’m confused.
ALUCARD: Don’t
think about it so much.
(Starts stroking
Eri’s cheek.)
ALUCARD: Because I
love you most.
(Eri pulls away
and stares at Alucard)
ERI: Then what
about Yeo?
(Alucard: blink
blink...then starts laughing)
ALUCARD: Don’t
tell me you’re serious!
ERI: What do you
mean?
ALUCARD: Haven’t
you seen how they look at each other?
ERI: Who? What?
Confuzzle!!
ALUCARD: You’re
kidding! You really haven’t seen
it? Yeo’s in love with Kei! But Kei’s never been with a man before so
he’s scared!
(Eri: shock
shock!)
*
HYE: God. The perfect irony. A hallmark white Christmas...and I’m dirtier than before.
(grabs Kei)
***
(Eri grabs Hye's
hand)
HYE: W-what are
you doing, gold hair?
ERI: Come
on...There was a path along the road--I saw it yesterday--I want you to take
me!
HYE: But there's
nothing there--it's too early in the morning.
Look, it's still dark.
ERI: It's too
beautiful...it'll all melt away in a few hours...I want to fall asleep in it...
HYE: ...fine. Grab something for me to wear though.
(Eri turns all
chibi and can't reach the top of closet)
ERI: Muu! Muu!
Muu! Muu! ;-; I can't reach
iiiiit!!
HYE: You idiot.
(finally rolls
outta bed and grabs something)
HYE: Shit! Where the fuck are my pants? ...Crap--that's right...where's my black one
then? ...Too early...in morning...
(grabs his pants,
suddenly realizing that Eri's wearing a skirt.)
HYE: Where'd you
get that from?
ERI: >> You
didn't have any pretty skirts so I went home to get one.
HYE: You're a
bit...odd...whatever. I don't expect
much from you blonde goths.
(Eri turns to look up at Hye)
ERI: Hey...have you ever worn--like--women's clothing?
HYE: Yeah. You've seen me.
ERI: No--I mean like... (turning bright red)
HYE: Oh--you mean…(laughing) You actually think that I--hahaha
ERI: Yeah, I guess that was a stu--
HYE: Yes.
ERI: WHAT?!
HYE: Like I said.
ERI: I was just kidding--why...?
HYE: I was a bit low on cash--and Hekiru happened to be having a few homophobic business men at OUAN. So he get me and a few others to dress and act like whorish girls.
ERI: Really? What'd they do?
HYE: Nothing--haha I'm surprised they didn't realize we were guys. I swear, half of them were staring at my crotch on the poles. I'm sure there was one asking Hekiru to let him have all of us. And you?
(turning red)
ERI: Shut up Hye!!
HYE: Really? You’re such a fag.
ERI: You know that in England, fag means cigarettes?
HYE: What does that have to do with anything...
ERI: ;-; Hye got mad at Eri! Eri’s sorry! Forgive Eri!
HYE: Ah...I thought you got over this third person thing.
ERI: ...Hye...
HYE: I’ll forgive you on two conditions...
ERI: Of course! Anything!
HYE: Maybe you should hear what the two conditions are first...but since you’re so eager...Condition number one...You must tell me what happened between you and Alucard.
ERI: I-I’d rather not...
HYE: You promised.
ERI: Ugh...fine...Well, I was diagnosed with depression a while ago. Wait--no...that’s a bad place to start. Okay, Alucard was my next door neighbor...there we go. And so yeah, he became my best friend after a while. I trusted him with everything and...he would never do anything to hurt me--he wouldn’t tell my secrets, our secrets, he’d never even dream of it.
(tears start falling)
HYE: And he broke that promise?
ERI: Wait up. I’m not up to there yet. Okay, so my parents have never really had a good relationship with one another...and when I was in the eighth grade, they got divorced and my father left. The only one I could trust...was still...err--Alucard. Heh...the irony...he’s reduced to being a vampire...he’s no longer my...anyway--
HYE: What’s his name?
ERI: Doesn’t matter. Yea, like any other normal kid, I blamed myself, because if I had never been born, this would never have happened between them. But you see, I know that he never meant for it to happen like that...but he...Alucard I mean...seemed to prey off my emotions. He was never any good at making people feel better...maybe that’s because he’s actually an orphan...and he had never been loved by anyone except for me...
(tears falling again and Eri sniffs)
HYE: He’s an orphan...?
ERI: Just let me finish. It was halfway through sophomore year. That’s when I started showing signs of my depression--bipolar to be exact. So I was seriously, bouncing off the walls--I didn’t care for anything or anyone during that time...not even myself. All I knew...was pleasure...I could hardly even recognize pain...to me, it was just a higher form of pleasure. I had gotten in a fight with Alucard--he said that I should go see a doctor...but I disagreed. That night...god the stupidest thing I could ever do...that night...was the first night I forced him to make love to me. I was so angry at him that I’d thought that I could kill him that way...knife through the heart in a silent room in a hotel--no one the wiser if I played the cards right. But I was wrong--I couldn’t go through with it...and on top of that, he took my virginity...
(unconsciously rubbing at his collarbone)
ERI: I remember being completely nude, squirming under the weight of his body, arms and legs all pinned down. I know he didn’t want to be...but he was angry as well. He ending up fucking me up pretty bad...I was bleeding in so many places from when he cut at me with my own knife. But at the time...that was just some mysterious feeling that I could get, nowhere else...So I kept on going back to him. He would never do so without my initiative...and he would continuously repeat, ‘I love you...’, ‘I love you...’ After a while...I went back to being the way I was and those short weeks were pushed to the back of my mind. But then, the images set into motion...and I realize how stupid I’d been. Alucard still repeated ‘I love you,’ every chance he got. But I couldn’t believe him...and I started seeing my own guilt and pain. Day after day the thoughts continued...Alucard got angry again when I told him that I didn’t need to see a doctor...it went on until he left and didn’t come back...until finally...I hated myself for that so much...I tried to die. I cut myself...the first time was here (points to wrist). So then, I cut myself again and again until I had scars down my legs and covering my wrists. I then started mutilating my arm and tried cutting out my eyes and heart. It was a Friday night...I sat there in the dark, naked, gouging out a chunk of skin to make a self-tattoo when Alucard arrived -- I was dripping blood all over white bedsheets.
(Eri was clutching at his wrist--started to bleed and Hye’s licking it off. Eri laughs.)
ERI: He walked in and I just sliced open my wrist there. I guess he called an ambulance because the next thing I knew was that I was lying in the hospital, with a cloth bandage around my leg.
HYE: And condition number two...
(sits up and turns to look at Eri.)
HYE: I...
(another shounen-ai looking scene where Hye intertwines his fingers with Eri. He slowly pushes Eri down onto the snow covered ground and lays down on top of him, hugging him. Hye’s mouth is next to Eri’s hear and he whispers. A cruel smirk forms.)
HYE: I get to do anything I want with you...
(Hye starts kissing Eri’s neck, causing Eri to press his body back into the cold snow, moaning slightly.)
KEI: What are you afraid of?
HYE: Huh? Uh...I dunno. Nothing I guess.
KEI: Being alone.
HYE: Huh?
KEI: That’s what you’re afraid of, isn’t it? Being alone, not being loved...you would just die. Isn’t that right?
HYE: ...
KEI: You know what I’m afraid of? Getting old. I don’t ever want to grow up. I want to stay like this...I want time to stop all around us.
(starting to cry.)
KEI: I don’t want to grow up to be some jaded twenty-some year-old workaholic...like my parents. I want to be...eternally youthful.
(Hye turns to the side and also starts crying)
KEI: (hugs Hye) ...Hye...
HYE: ...What would you do if someone told you that they could keep you like this forever with an unknown downside......would you accept?
KEI: Yes Hye. With no regrets at all...I’d accept.
HYE: But what about that one thing?
KEI: I already know what it is...maybe I’ll be able to watch the world grow old and die around me...but no matter......I love you...and I die for you.
HYE:
(completely out of it.) 他死了嗎？kei 死了嗎？
ALUCARD: 死。地。了！
HYE: 我恨死你！ ALUCARD! 為什麼！你為什麼要這樣做！
ALUCARD: 因為好笑啊！ 你還不了解嗎？對我，這只是個遊戲！
HYE: He’s my best
friend! HOW COULD YOU?!
ALUCARD: That’s
the point. He’s your best friend...hmm
I’ve never heard you call him a friend before...it’s usually ‘slave.’
HYE: I--I...
ALUCARD: I know you’ve done him. That’s why you’re so worried.
***
ERI: Don't you have anyone who you would want to see in your next life after this
life is over?
HYE: I...I......
ERI: Why must you be so secretive? You keep everything to yourself. I want to know what you're feeling! Why can't you be like you were when you lay
in a white room staring at nothing?
HYE: Once you're a slut here, there's nothing you can do to
change it...or turn back to the way it was.
ERI: Do you ever...wonder?
Like how it would've been?
HYE: How it would've been?
ERI: Yeah--like what if we met under different
circumstances? If you hadn't been
raped...if we had never met in the hospital--would things be different?
HYE: I dunno...because this is all I know now.
ERI: All you know?
You live only to sell your body to those willing to afford your
price? You live in order to forget
'love' so that you can sleep with a different man every night? You live for someone else's fantasy?
HYE: Life's cheap.
Especially mine.
ERI: How can you say that? After these last few weeks!
Haven't you realized it yet?
HYE: Those who are able to see the shard of glass by
themselves will never understand why it is that I long for a life to call my
own. The small pieces and fragments of
a "forgotten love story."
ERI: Are you saying that you never loved? But what about Kei? Didn't you ever love him? I know you do!
HYE: I loved him...once. But that was before I became a slut...before I made him a whore
like me! ...When I was only able to
love him secretly with my eyes.
ERI: Ahh...I’m
lost. ^^;; I wonder where it is...(oh look...bathroom...)
(Hye still looking
for Eri, turns to see the back of Eri.
He begins running towards him.)
HYE: ERI!
(Tears start
forming. Eri turns around, and is
tackled by Hye, both falling onto the ground.
Hye buries his head into Eri’s chest, crying.)
ERI: Ow...Hye...
(He fumbles to get
up from under Hye.)
HYE: You can’t
leave without me...
ERI: Ah...Hye...We
really should get up. We’re in the
middle of the road.
HYE: I don’t
care! I don’t care what those assholes
think! I don’t give a fuck what kind of
shit they have to say about us! As long
as I’m with...
ERI: I care.
(Kaori Yuki eye
thing...Hye gets up, tears still falling.
He angrily wipes them away, and turns away from him.)
HYE: You’re
right...beautiful life my ass. I wonder
how I ever could have believed you.
ERI: We’ll never
see each other again.
HYE: As if you’d
care.
ERI: But Hye...
HYE: I finally get
somewhat...attached...to you...and that’s just the end?
I thought I might have...I could have loved......you...but I was
wrong. Love...love’s not real...isn’t
that right? Come, Yeo. Drive me home.
ERI: T-that’s not
what I meant! It’s just that...
(Hye angrily
walking away. Yeo just stands there,
looking at Eri for a few seconds. He
walks over, and punches him in the stomach.)
YEO: You fuckin’
asshole.
ERI: ...W-hy...?
YEO: You have no
fuckin’ clue what the hell you just did, do you, bastard? Besides, I told you never to screw with my
brother’s head.
(Yeo quickly
follows after Hye.)
ALUCARD: The end
of a movie like this, is usually ‘I love you.’ ‘I love you too.’ Kiss, part,
and return years later...but I guess, in this case, it’s more like ‘I love
you.’ ‘I don’t know...’ ‘fuck you, I hate you.’
ERI: ...Alucard...
(He hugs Alucard
and starts crying.)
ERI: My time with
you in this life is over.
HYE: Stop fuckin'
kidding. Time is over? What time?
You make it sound like we were in love for all our life, and now you're
lying there, dying. But in reality...I
met you on Friday. It was two weeks
ago!
HYE: Where am I? ...The private school?
What's happening? My body moves
by itself...
KEI: Heh...I got in trouble again.
HYE: What did you do this time?
(Kei hugs Hye from behind and kisses his neck)
HYE: Ah! Kei!
KEI: God Hye, I love you.
HYE: Kei! You know what
they do to those with same-gender love.
KEI: I know Hye...but it's worth it all just to be able to kiss
you like this. Tell the whole
world...yet hope no one believes you.
ERI: God Hye--I love you! I love you!
HYE: ...I don’t believe in love...
(kissing down Hye’s stomach)
ERI: ...Hye...
HYE: Ah! ...Eri...
(Eri goes all the way down. Hye does a funky Kaoru Yuki eye twitch type thing)
HYE: G-get off me! Gold hair!
(Pushes Eri off him.)
ERI: W-what’s the matter, Hye?
HYE: You...You don’t have a gag reflex...
ERI: So?
HYE: YOU WHORE!
ERI: But you don’t have a gag reflex either!
HYE: I sleep with at least five men a night! Of course I don’t have a gag reflex!
ERI’S
FATHER: Song...
HYE’S
FATHER: What happened to your beautiful long hair?
ERI’S
FATHER: When my father found out about us, he ripped a knife through all of it.
HYE’S
FATHER: It was so beautiful.
ERI’S
FATHER: We never said ‘Good-bye.’
(ERI’S
FATHER locks door behind them)
HYE’S
FATHER: We can’t ever go back to the way things were...
(They
kiss)
ERI’S
FATHER: It’s not like they’ll really care, right?
(HYE’S
FATHER sits down on a chair smiling.)
HF:
What we shared. It’s gone.
Mmm
that rainy summer night in the woods
A
knife, candle and wine.
***
HYE:
E-Eri?
ERI:
Hye...
HYE:
Come on...
*
ERI:
So...what have you been up to lately?
HYE:
Nothing much, just school I guess.
ERI:
Paintings? You did them?
(It’s
in a folder that Hye was carry-ing...they’re in a hotel right now...maybe)
HYE:
Yea.
(Eri
does one of those funky slide-jump-tackle hugs thing where he’s hugging around
Hye’s stomach and his heads buried in Hye’s chest)
ERI:
Hye, I--I missed you.
HYE:
As did I, Eri.
ERI:
I see, we’ve all grown...
HYE:
And our love’s beginning to fade?
ERI:
One last night before it disappears forever...
(Gravitation
thing! Kiss and etc.)
ERI: (Concluding the book) I left the next morning before dawn...before he awoke. I haven’t seen him since. Sometimes I wish I hadn’t left. The love still burns in me, breaking apart my soul until I’m an empty shell. I remember, at the end of that year, I had asked Hye a question. He didn’t answer me on that day. When I left, I found a letter on his desk with my name on it. This is what it said:
ERI/HYE:
Dear Eri,
...I don’t know what to write
anymore. I hate to write now...
If you die, who would you want to see in your next
life and why is that?
1.)
Kei. The only one who ever knew the real me. All of me.
He lived for me...he died for me.
And me being the bastard I was, I never realized why he did all those
things. He went through so much hell
with his best friend.
2.)
Tong Su. I’d just like to meet him. He just seemed like a little cat that
follows you home. I don’t blame him for
that night anymore.
3.)
Alucard: I feel sorry. I promised him that I would always be his. Yet I cheated on him for you...one of the
only things in my life which I regret so painfully. Because if I had just stayed with him, I wouldn’t have to live
with this pain that rips me apart both now, and as long as I will live.
4.)
You—well the Eri I
knew in high school. You were the only
person I’d ever kissed that didn’t die.
.I never realized that the things I did were for my own happiness. I always thought that I should put people
out of their pain and suffering by killing them since I was so painfully hurt
that I didn’t even want to live anymore.
You showed me that life is full of wounds and nothing can continue going
wonderful and beautiful. Of course, I
didn’t know that back then when I was so hopelessly in love with you. I thought that living my way, no one would
be able to see through the mask I made.
That’s when you came. You showed
me that life actually is precious. And
I finally believe you completely, despite what you did to your own body. I don’t even know why I fell in love
you. I hate myself for doing so
too. It’s not that I hate you...I
just......
Love until there’s nothing left of your soul.
Eri’s doctor dude gave him the wrong type of happy
pills so he go to hospital and all. Hye
was beaten by Yeo during then and went to same hospital as Eri. Alucard, who
visit Eri everyday, fell in love with Hye.
Names:
oohSOOglitzy: joo ahn
oohSOOglitzy: younghee
oohSOOglitzy: younyoung
oohSOOglitzy: youngbin
oohSOOglitzy: juahn
oohSOOglitzy: younghwa
oohSOOglitzy: joo yun
homosexuals
were 3 times more likely to have attempted suicide.
homosexuals
were about 4 times more likely to report having
been raped.
And also,
Homosexuals typically had their first sexual experience at a
younger age than heterosexuals and usually with another older
homosexual.
c) The largest random survey (10) found
that 60% of boys who
experienced homosexual sex before heterosexual sex ended up
engaging in homosexuality in adulthood, and 95% of boys who
claimed to be heterosexual in adulthood had a heterosexual first
sexual experience. Williams reported that 57% of 757 sexually
abused boys had been sexually involved with their father. (11)